Another Apology

Love was all I wanted

To give and to receive

My words, from the heart

I wish you could believe.

I've broken what I can't mend

I've ruined what can't be replaced

Shattered what can't be fixed again

Can't find what I should have never misplaced.

I can see the hate inside you

The fire that's burning your soul

Consuming you from within

As it threatens to devour you whole.

And yet you're not alone

I simply hide my tears in the rain

As I hold on to the tiny pieces

Of my life that still remain.

The poison flows through my veins

And eats me from inside

My tears, I may conceal

But these scars are tough to hide.

I didn't mean to deceive you

I never meant to lie

I didn't mean to break your heart

Hadn't planned that last goodbye.

Guilt will be my killer

Pain will be my release

Death will be my salvation

Cause its time to rest in peace.